L-O-V-E love

My current definition.

1. When two people are together and say nothing but still connect with their emotions without having to talk at all.

2. To be continued...

No one else

Regions of possibility and perception

Everybody tells us to explore the regions of possibility. What does the 'region of posibility' really involve? For many individuals it is seen to what has been acknowledged and what is already accomplished. We are often told to move within those margins and told that we can't go behind that. It's about changing your perception. Our goals should be our own timeworn matters not someone else's perception of what they feel is possible to achieve. For most only matters that have been accomplished by others are those that we feel are realistic for ourselves. The fact of the matter is, if you change your mindset anything is possible. It's about letting go of those margins and living within no frame, endless margins and a new perception. Well that's going to be my perception from now.

Cuddle

I could do with a long cuddle right now. Someone to tell me that everything will be alright.

Maturity

The true mark of maturity is when one tries to understands the others situation instead of trying to hurt them back.

Overthinking

Overthinking kills your happiness. 

Living life.

Living life is hearing my heart beating. Hearing the hearts beat of those who are around me. Hearing the human noises that we make. No one moving, even when the room goes dark. I never enjoy any of this. Im always waiting or whatever's next. I think most people are like that. Never stopping to enjoy the moments in life. Too busy trying to rush through everything so we can get on with what were really supposed to be doing with our lives. I sometimes get these flashes of clarity, where for a second I stop and I think....wait. This is it. This is my life. I better slow down and enjoy it because one day were all gna end up in the ground and that'll be it we'll be gone. So no more rushing or hurrying to the next phase or chapter. Slow down, live life and hear the hearts beat of those around me.

Hope

A feeling of expectation and desire for a certain thing to happen.

Girls

Refresh

I wish I could refresh my mind. Delete all my problems. Undo all my mistakes and save all the happy moments. It's not the future I'm scared of it's repeating the past that makes me anxious. All I keep thinking is that I should stay true to those who I know and love and one day I will be truly happy.

Headache and heartache

I never knew it was possible to have headache and heartache at the same time.

It's one of those things where the heart is ruling the head but the head is fighting against it because the head seems to have a more logical thought than the messy feelings the heart has. A constant battle between the head and heart. Which one do I go with because I can't have both it's not possible.

Life is unfair sometimes it forces us to make some tough choices. I guess whatever choices are made will have to be those that you live with and stick by.

Pleasing

Please the ones who are closest to your heart? Or please your own heart first? Tough choices.

Fascination

There is something quite fascinating about the moon. The fact that any two people can instantly sight it and know that they are seeing the same thing often makes me feel warm and fuzzy inside. I recently realised that the moon was the most beautiful thing in the world . Not only because of it's beauty but because it can be sighted everywhere  and nothing has ever been so close whilst being that far.

The rat race continues ...

So tomorrow I am back at school after a relaxing one week off. I know that getting back on that treadmill will be difficult but my little minions are sooo worth it. Can't wait to see their glowing faces and beautiful smiles. They just brighten up my sky like lots of little stars in the night. ❤️

Life is not a fairytale nor a Bollywood film

I blame Hollywood and Bollywood  dashing young girls dreams.

I guess there is always hope. A little hope can go along way if you truly believe in it!

Try

Those who try, never loose. Ever.

every minute

dreams to reality?

Bloom

Relationships ate a lot like flowers find the right seed put it in good soil and give it water and sunlight the perfect bud and then comes winter and the flower dies but if you take care of that garden spring will come and the flower will bloom again .

Changes

Changes can only teach people things that are positive. If it's a change that your unsure of accept it and you'll learn. I don't believe that change is negative. In fact if you change the way you view change you will soon learn that it can  soon become a positive. Accept change and embrace it! Let it be in your spirit and enjoy taking it for a ride.

Being you.

What do you do...if being you hurts somebody and you know that it's killing them inside. Do you change the person you are? Or do you fight it and hope that one day they will love you for you?

New year.