Wholeness

I thought I understood it, but I don't not really. Only the light smudge was of it. The semi precious eagerness of it. People don't realise the depth to my thoughts sometimes and I guess they  may find me strange. Sometimes I would think of the whole but I guess that wholeness is a rather luxurious Idea and in reality it's the halves that halve you in half. The precautions ways that make if. The cautious ways that will one day make that wholeness.