Wholeness

I thought I understood it, but I don't not really. Only the light smudge was of it. The semi precious eagerness of it. People don't realise the depth to my thoughts sometimes and I guess they  may find me strange. Sometimes I would think of the whole but I guess that wholeness is a rather luxurious Idea and in reality it's the halves that halve you in half. The precautions ways that make if. The cautious ways that will one day make that wholeness. 

Take chances

Moments of impact

My theory is that life is all about moments of impact and how they change out lives forever. The moment of impact proves a potential for change. It has ripples effects which go far beyond the ones we can predict. Sending some particles crashing together. Making them further or closer than they were before. Some spin off into far away ventures yet some land exactly where you thought you would find them. The thing about moments like these is you can't predict or control how you are going to find them. You just gta let the colliding part go where it's going to go and lift off from where you found them and then wait for the next particles to make their collision. Everyone hopes for a smooth collision. Deep down people expect their collisions to be transitionless and easy. I guess life isn't like that. You just have to make the best out of it. Smile and hope that those particles don't go too far into the realms of the unknown.

Erase

Ever had a bad dream repeatedly again and again. But you have no idea how you can erase it? Well, that's the way I feel. Replaying the same thing over in your head is not healthy. Yoga...tested. Failed on me. Long drive...the same followed me. Meditation. A load of rubbish when it's stuck in your head like a stuck cassette. I guess it's a matter of time over mind. I hope it is anyway. 4 nights without peace equals mental torture. Maybe il ask god to help me. One last time.

Wanderlust

Paradise is always over there and always will be, a day’s sail away. But it’s a funny thing is, escapism, wanderlust. You can go far and wide and you can keep moving on and on through places and years, but you will never escape your own life. I, finally, knew where my life belonged. Home.

That feeling.

I say no more!

Got the job!

Iv been meaning to post on here for a very long time now. On Tuesday the 6th May it was revealed to me that I had managed to secure a teaching post in Lytham. I'm so happy and excited and can't wait because its right near the beach! Hoping to start running more. No excuses when there are many scenic routes I could take.  This is going to be life changing and I cannot wait to begin a new chapter of my life!