Too busy feeling feelings and over thinking about it.

The best

Do the best you can until you know better. Then when you know better, do better.

Maya Angelou

The now.

It's fine to live in the now. As a matter of fact the good thing about the now is that there is one every day.  Going to start making every now count.

Wholeness

I thought I understood it, but I don't not really. Only the light smudge was of it. The semi precious eagerness of it. People don't realise the depth to my thoughts sometimes and I guess they  may find me strange. Sometimes I would think of the whole but I guess that wholeness is a rather luxurious Idea and in reality it's the halves that halve you in half. The precautions ways that make if. The cautious ways that will one day make that wholeness. 

Take chances

Moments of impact

My theory is that life is all about moments of impact and how they change out lives forever. The moment of impact proves a potential for change. It has ripples effects which go far beyond the ones we can predict. Sending some particles crashing together. Making them further or closer than they were before. Some spin off into far away ventures yet some land exactly where you thought you would find them. The thing about moments like these is you can't predict or control how you are going to find them. You just gta let the colliding part go where it's going to go and lift off from where you found them and then wait for the next particles to make their collision. Everyone hopes for a smooth collision. Deep down people expect their collisions to be transitionless and easy. I guess life isn't like that. You just have to make the best out of it. Smile and hope that those particles don't go too far into the realms of the unknown.

Erase

Ever had a bad dream repeatedly again and again. But you have no idea how you can erase it? Well, that's the way I feel. Replaying the same thing over in your head is not healthy. Yoga...tested. Failed on me. Long drive...the same followed me. Meditation. A load of rubbish when it's stuck in your head like a stuck cassette. I guess it's a matter of time over mind. I hope it is anyway. 4 nights without peace equals mental torture. Maybe il ask god to help me. One last time.