man fort

So youve always had a good defence system..a man fort.

Then this person comes along and you get this weakness and this feeling in your heart and all of a sudden your guard drops when you least expect it, right at the moment where you think you've got yourself together. But no- this one person comes in and ruins your defence system that you've built. For a while it feels okay to let your guard down and let someone into your life, its okay to let someone be part of it, you cant describe the feeling and the connection that you have with that person to anyone because no one will understand.

All of a sudden they hurt you, and you think that its okay it was a mistake- you can forgive. But that would be too simple right? You get hurt over and over and over again, until you become immune to the feeling.

Its at this point that you realise that he's destroyed your man fort.

It needs rebuilding. Keep your guard up. Build the man fort. No more hurt. Just me myself and I.