Shattered

Shattered..this work is sucking my life and endless possibilities from me. Roll on January the 6th 2012.

possibilities

Soo having an interview offer for job in a school abroad...it happened....yes its always been my lifelong dream! BUT here comes the reality check! Its nice to know that people think Im employable and that I have had such a good response from my job applications because hopefully some day in the future I will be able to accept. But for know I think I owe it to myself to get my NQT year complete and stick it out a couple years here to give Britain my service. After all I was educated here. So that's the plan. Although I have an interview for a local teaching pool in march. So things are looking optimistic and hopefully Il get a few more interviews rolling in! EEeeek the excitement of the endless possibilities. Hopefully Il be preparing for christmas nativities with the little mokeys this time next year!

If I could choose..it would be to see this lady.

Cannot believe its Saturday again one week definitely flies round wayyyy to quick. Its scary that my lovely project has to be in in 5/6 weeks... okay enough of the talking and more of the doing i think. Im just so worried I have so many things whizzing around in my tiny little brain at the moment, including applying for jobs, going to uni, doing this project and preparing to teach my class in January. The thought of all this is making me sick. So I have already promised myself a productive day today, after I finish tutoring at three I shall redraft my lit review and methodology chapter. And if Im feeling brave Il start analysing my results. So there are my personal targets for today..i sound silly saying them on here but I feel as though it helps because its written down and Il feel guilty if I dont do it. Its all about mind trickery here! And not to mention Il be finishing my evening off with a little bit of my guilty pleasure yes its the x factor! Im thinking that I should get my christmas presents made too and cards. Sooo yes..thats my busy dysfunctional life! Hope you have a good day whatever you decide to do..im sure its more exciting than mine. But oh well- its all to pay off eventually. Oh and Iv been saving ultrahard for my macbook pro! Super exciting!

hair

Okay so iv been looking into this for a while now..since my hairs grown really really long and im finding it slightly un manageable I figured it would be a good idea to get some layers..or get it shaped. But then I do like my classic one length cut. Iv seen a few cuts that I like, I might grow it so its super long then the scissor happy hairdressers wont cut it all off when I go to have it done. Here is the kind of cut Im thinking...

I think the style that Im looking for is the 'graduated layered' look, I want a feminine soft layered cut if you know what I mean! We all know how difficult it is to give a hair dresser a vision you have and then they go and do their own thing. Which is why I rarely go for anything apart from a trim. But im fed up..its time to take a little risk. If you have any good hairdresser suggestions..let me know. Im willing to pay a little extra to get it right- we all know how precious a girls hair can be!

up up up!

Had an up day today..so first of all I managed to get an interview for this teaching pool I applied for and second of all I got my placement for school and its a church school which I love! I feel like things are slowly looking up for me..just gotta keep working hard get this silly poster assessment outta my life and this horrid 10,000 word dissertation. I'm so excited about what the future may hold. Cannot wait- its so strange to think that this time next year I could have my own class! Hopefully 6 years of perseverance will finally all be worth it.

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